Having a Child With Special Needs is Not the Worst Thing that Can Happen!

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Twenty-three years ago, when I walked out of my child’s diagnosis meeting, I felt as if it was the worst thing that could happen. There was a feeling of dread that filled me. I sat in confusion as tears rushed down my face. I wondered,

Why?

Why Me, God?

Why my son?

Why did you let this happen to my child?

After leaving the hospital and taking Nate home, I cared for my son as I felt  lost and confused. I couldn’t see any bright spots in his diagnosis of CHARGE Syndrome, as I continuously told myself that this was the worst thing that could happen.

Now, as I look back on the last twenty-three years of caring for Nate, I definitely see things differently. I have seen many bright spots in raising my son, and I have concluded that Nate’s birth was not the worst thing that could happen to me. No not at all! Nate has truly been a blessing and has shown me so much about life.

Nate has blessed me in so many ways. From his smile, his laughter, his growth, and much more. Instead of seeing this as the worst, I see the “beauty” in having a child with special needs.

Nate is indeed, the “Beauty” of my life. He makes me laugh, he fills my heart with joy, and he makes me cry in happiness. And I can see this clearly through the many wonderful moments of our life together. From the day when I first heard my baby laugh. He looked at his father and then at me and chuckled with the deepest laughter from a baby that I had ever heard. Then the day that I watched my four year-old son walk up a flight of stairs to his bedroom, for the very first time. I marveled that he had finally learned to walk independently. Then at ten years old, when on vacation, Nate discovered hot tubs, and smiled happily as the bubbles moved around him. And most recently, as I watched the smile on Nate’s face as he played in the pool at his weekly swimming session. These moments and more have shown me the beauty in his life.

And yes, there have been trying times while raising Nate. From the countless moments when I cried in agony, and wished that life could be different. Then there were the days when I thought I couldn’t continue to be Nate’s caregiver. Yet, those moments don’t make having a child with special needs the worst thing that can happen. Instead they add to the beauty, because through Nate’s life, I have learned unconditional love, and how to have a servant’s heart. He has also shown me how to depend on God and how to look to Him in difficult seasons.

So, when I I see the beauty in Nate’s life, it is impossible to believe that raising a child with special needs is the worst thing that can happen. It is not! It is actually the most beautiful thing that can happen.

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  1. 3
    Elizabeth

    What is so wonderful here is that you, as the mother, are saying this for yourself. It is so disheartening when people who have no experience with the reality say “God must really love you to give you this child,” or other such bunk. You give a balanced view and come down on the side of blessing.

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    Andrea Townsley

    Aw, I love this perspective! Parenthood has so many challenges and while you may wrestle with more or different ones, you also find beauty in unexpected places that the rest of us will miss. What a blessing!

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    Anonymous

    Lovely words. Whatever is around us either distracts us from seeing God’s blessings or opens our eyes more to them. Sometimes I think people who have no problems or difficulties in life actually forget to be thankful for any of their blessings.

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    Sandra

    Sometimes I think people who face no problems or difficulties do not recognise the blessings in their lives and then others can be so easily distracted by other things that their eyes are closed to their blessings.

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    mominthegolane

    I had the privilege to work as a special education teacher and behavior therapist for 10+ years. I hold a special place in my heart for all the precious children I encountered. Truly some of the best years of my life. Thanks for sharing this!

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    thestrongwilledmom

    Beautifully said. I worked in early interveiton before my kids, and there is just such a need for honest, relatable, first-hand experiences to be shared with moms who are in every stage of the grieving process and often feel so isolated and alone. Thank you for sharing!

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